It sucks when you constantly try to please everyone and do everything for others but it isn’t enough. It will never be enough. You can do everything for the ones you love and all you could want is a simple thank you but it will never come. Instead you get called selfish and a bitch and get told everyone is getting sick of you because all they remember is the one time you got so frustrated with it all you went crazy. And no matter how hard you try that’s all you’ll be remembered for.
I need to grow up & stop making homes out of people because It leaves me homesick and sad, with this constant pounding in my chest missing arms that cannot hold roofs, for hearts with shaky foundation. After all, You don’t need another human being to make your life complete, but let’s be honest. Having your wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters in your soul but cracks to put their love into is the most calming thing in this fucked up world